Saturday, February 23, 2013

I'm New Here...

     The place I came from was so dark and cozy, it was the perfect temperature all the time, and when I wanted something I jst sent an order via the umbilical womb service and you knew just what I needed! I spent a long time in there, so when I came out and it was bright and loud and I had to wear these "diapers" and "clothes", well, it was weird, because, you see, I'm new here.
    The word is, that some people will tell you not to hold me too much, and not to tend to me every time I cry. Don't listen to them, I'm not used to this place. And your smell, sound, and touch are the only ones I know. You can't spoil me, and you can never love me TOO much, so please hold me when you can, I really need you, because I'm new here.
    I know that there are times I will cry a lot, and there are times I won't want to sleep. But be patient with me, I don't have all the words that you do, so I have a hard time telling you what I need. And even though I'm small, I'm still a human, just like you, sometimes I don't feel good, I'm cranky, my belly hurts, I'm just not tired yet, or I just want you to hold me, don't forget, I'm new here.
     And just know that I love you everyday, not just on the days you have make up on, or the ones when your clothes are clean. Even on the days when we are cranky together and cry together, I love you those days too. And just know that I will love just as much and need you just as much for the rest of my life, just in different ways, even when I'm not so new here.

1 comment:

  1. this is really beautiful...ima mom to three beautiful kids and i suffer from depressionand anxiety and my youngest is 5 months old this blog post really meant something to me and reminded me that my baby is just that my little baby and that she wint be little but for a split second so thank you from one mother to another.
    M-

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